STAMPS
MY INTERESTS
- Dragalia Lost
- VWP & Kamitsubaki
- JRPGs & VSingers in general
- artcore music
- my OCs!!!!
- Xenoblade Chronicles
- Stella Glow
also likes:
- The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy
- Honkai: Star Rail
- Touhou Project
- AI: The Somnium Files
- Arcaea
- Library of Ruina
- 1bitheart
- Re:Zero
- Frieren
FAVORITE MUSIC
my beloveds:
- Isekaijoucho
- Koko
- Azsagawa
- VWP
- Albemuth
- Bema
- Empty old City
- Mafumafu
- Mili
- Hiiragi Magnetite
- Kashii Moimi
- Feryquitous
- Sennzai
- Yunosuke/Awairo
- Hironao Nagayama
- M2U
- Koke
FUN FACTS
- I'm doing my bachelor's in Music Production.
- I did choir, theatre, and orchestra in middle & high school.
- I started singing online through Fire Emblem and Love Live.
- I'm a tea enthusiast. I like making tea. My favorite is oolong tea. I have boba milk tea at least once every week.
- My favorite food is fried chicken. Almost any kind of fried chicken. I also love American-style sushi.
- I used to be more of an extrovert when I was younger, but now I'm more introverted.
- My lucky number is 32.
- I own a lot of vocalsynths, between VOCALOID, SynthV, CeVIO, and VoiSona. One of my hobbies in the past was looking for obscure Japanese producers with very few views. I still do this now but to a much lesser extent.
- I like shitposting and memes. I've made a lot of shitposts in the Dragalia community especially.
- I like exploring dead dove topics in fiction. Some dark themes may manifest in my creative works.
- I'm not very good at rhythm games.
- I like collecting acrylic charms of my favorite characters.
- I speak English fluently, Japanese/Tagalog/German intermediate, and Mandarin on a very very basic level.
- 3.14159265358979323846264338. That's how many digits of pi I have memorized. I haven't worked on it in years, though.
- I like playing 2048 and Sudoku.
- The most amount of views I had in my "past life" was 200k on one of my own videos -- privated now, and then over 1 million on a video that featured me. I have not surpassed this, but I'm more satisfied where I am now in some ways.
- Why's there so much info on this page? I hid myself for so long I felt like I didn't really know who I was anymore, that the presence I had online was just a mere facade. I don't want to hide anymore, I want to be authentic in all I am -- all we are.
GENDER & ORIENTATION
✧ LAXIEL/LUCIAN/LAPIS
trans male-androgyne・genderflux fem・gray-aroace・polyamorous・flixiromantic・omnihet/queerhet・more
I am multigender and have 3 sets of names & pronouns, as listed on the sidebar. My orientation is also fluid between each one, in which I will tend to be attracted to genders other than my own.
Laxiel: ae/aer, he/they, se/ser | androgyne | diamoric | connection, reminiscence, justice, dawn & dusk
Lucian: he/him, ae/aer, xe/xem | GNC trans man | prefers fem/nb (romeric) | conviction, passion, heartbreak, twilight
Lapis: se/ser, she/they, ly/lyr, fae/faer | feminine/lunarian | prefers masc/nb (julietian) | cmysterious, melancholy, gentle, moonlight
LABELS COLLECTION
i love you obscure labels on wikis and tumblr
- omnihet: aka omnistraight, when one is genderfluid in a way that makes them attracted to genders other than oneself
- flixiromantic: attraction only to those with androgynous & feminine gender presentation, regardless of the person's actual gender identity
- lunarian: a feminine/woman-aligned nonbinary gender identity
- julietian: a term to describe a woman who loves men, incl. het, bi/pan, etc
- romeric: a term to describe a man who loves women
- juleric: when one is simultaneously julietian and romeric
- diamoric: a term to describe the attraction experienced by a nonbinary person that cannot be described as het nor gay
MORE NOTES
- I've lived most of my life as a trans guy, though I present androgynously, I have very strong opinions/beliefs regarding the experiences I've gone through as a transmasc individual. I've been on T since 2019!
- I do not experience romantic/sexual attraction in a conventional way at all, and I am usually sex-repulsed unless the circumstances are right, hence gray-aroace
- The way I describe my gender as a girl (and honestly, also as a boy) is that it doesn't align at all with the binary idea of "girl" or "boy," but it's its own thing entirely that I feel like very few people will get or understand
- Due to being multigender and attracted to multiple genders, there's some overlap into me being MLM/WLW-adjacent at times, though for myself it's more like my F/NB and M/NB attractions having similarities to WLW/MLM attractions & experiences. (So I'm still mainly attracted to genders other than my own.)
𖤓 EQUINOX
TBA
PLURALITY
Laxiel and Equinox are the two main entities of the system.
Each has their own subsystem; Laxiel having 16 aspects and Equinox having 7+ aspects (7 are most relevant, but there are some more that exist.)
Laxiel's subsystem encompasses the varying forms of the host in the years past and how they've developed now in the present and future.
There are more members in the system aside from these two and their subsystems, but they don't appear as much.
For most people we know, just knowing "Laxiel" and "Equinox" is enough.
We've known about our system/DID/OSDD since 2016. For more information about this, see System/Plurality in the sidebar.
OTHERKININITY & ALTERHUMANITY
I consider myself otherkin/fictionkin/alterhuman/nonhuman! I encompass a variety of fantasy/mythical kintypes, but the main ones are dragon, angel, elf, and Blade (from Xenoblade).